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Medium:Mixed Media on Canvas
Size: 5ft x 5ft
Creation Date:2023
Collection:Black and White
Theme: Layered surfaces, tactile paint, heavy texture, impasto, resin, material buildup, or surface memory.
Palette: Dusty Pink · Bold Black · Fleeting White · Raw Ochre · Deep Charcoal

Expression of Self (2023) is an introspective canvas — a visual attempt to answer a question that keeps evolving: Who am I when I paint? Part of the Out of Darkness Collection, this 60 x 60 inch mixed media painting captures the moment when expression overrides explanation and gesture becomes identity.

The surface is built from layered tones — dusty pinks, bold blacks, fleeting white, and flashes of raw ochre. Sharp brushstrokes interrupt softer textures, like thoughts forming mid-sentence. You can see indecision. You can see clarity. Most of all, you can see motion — a kind of searching written into the paint itself.

I made Expression of Self without a plan. I entered the studio that day with only a question, and left with a painting that didn’t answer it, but gave it form. The work isn’t a self-portrait. It’s a moment of contact between emotion and action.

This painting finds resonance with the raw honesty of Tracey Emin, especially her ability to make the personal universal through gesture. Like Emin, I believe in the vulnerability of making — that the marks we leave are evidence of our willingness to show up for ourselves.

Expression of Self is not tidy. It doesn’t perform identity. It reveals it — layer by layer, mistake by correction, color by shift. It’s selfhood in motion.

As part of the Out of Darkness Collection, this piece offers a mirror, not of face, but of feeling. A place where internal language finds form.

Ritu Raj | Contemporary Abstract Painter | Phoenix

Ritu Raj is a contemporary abstract painter based in Phoenix, Arizona. His signature technique, Organic Movement, replaces the brush with thread — tracing the exact tension between control and surrender that holds a painting in motion. He has created over 200 original works collected across the US, Europe, and Asia, and is the author of the forthcoming The Shape of Seeing and The Unalgorithmic Self.

https://www.rituart.com/
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